Video Creator’s Channel Russell Brand

Ive Been Thinking About How To Write About This

thing that I’m about to tell you what right after the show finished the last days of August I kind of had a bit of a breakdown. Now I developed Panic I started getting panic attacks. I was diagnosed with something called adjustment disorder which I wish had a more exciting sounding name back you’re gonna go oh you don’t want it sounds like that’s very very serious it’s called adjustments a minor yeah, how do we solve it well. We just adjust you back. We find in a couple of days that’s that’s the fact of it exactly what disorder is it.

Another Word For Is Another Term Is

situational depression which basically means. Unlike people who have you know clinical chronic depression when you change your circumstances it goes away so thank God. I feel very lucky that I got to experience depression as a visitor as opposed to a resident, What did he do to you. NK] was I couldn’t stop crying. I felt like I felt like I was at the edge.

I Was Coming On To The Edge

of a cliff and I had to do everything. I could to not fall off the cliff. What would falling off mean. I never thought about that self-harm mmm but I did think maybe I’ll never get better yeah so I did everything that I’m supposed to do like I I didn’t read. This was just off the last days of August was it was about to come out.

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This Coincided With The Release Of

the last days of August. So I didn’t read any of the reviews. I stayed offline I didn’t do anything that would cause me stress I didn’t. work every day I went to the I went to the Mat museum on Central Park East and just wandered aimlessly around the different rooms and just found myself in the Van Gogh room, Van Gogh room and found myself in you know ancient Korea and I went to see UK every day and and got better and what did you learn well. I mean practically speaking I just learned to listen well okay.

Ill You Know My Big Thing.

I learned at that time is that ruminating is like cancer that that was my big lesson like like eradicate ruminating from your life. It’s hard to do that isn’t it to stop worrying Yeah Someone said to me worrying is praying for you don’t want right yeah, but that’s circular thinking over and over and over again. I’d love that little noises I’d be out with my dog one. of my dogs and I’d let out little shrieks like that and that’s like we’re going into proper mental illness territory isn’t it once he starts like you can’t hold it back yeah, but so thank God.

It Was A Disorder That Thats

very easy to to get rid of Johnny helped me with the idea that you’re sort of basically you know secular atheist sort of person, The rubric at the through which I have found myself receiving and dealing with the complexity of and simplicity of my own reality is a spiritual one and like and like I know that if you were to approach it sort of neurologically or psychologically. They would talk of some imbalance or the fact that it was situational just means that you were obviously in circumstances that were unsustainable for you. However, and but for me like when I’ve had sort of. A comparable episodes where I felt like the thing I’ve lent into is somewhat spiritual but what’s also literary in the Dan a talks about there is a point in your life in your middle years where some shits gonna go down and paraphrasing so like you know that and when that happened to me like sort of a few years ago. I felt like a kind of death was happening like that.

I Remember I Speaking To Someone I Get

advice from saying I don’t wanna live where I live anymore. I don’t wanna do what I do for a living anymore. I don’t hang out with people that hang out of anymore. I could walk away from all of it. Like Reggie Perry and follow close up on the beach and disappear style and even this is like he was able thank God to say this is normal.

I Feel This If I Didnt Feel

this you’d be in trouble and he kind of he kind of did make those changes Yeah ideas actually I saw that’s what happened. I feel like you know life fields and being fully free and having had in some ways an extreme life prior to fame during Fame those kind of I’m looking back at Oh. There have been these little deaths. They’ve seen these unsustainable ideas there’s they’ve been these methods and techniques I’ve used these things. I’ve believed about myself and and at points that become unsustainable as in again.

This Is A Necessarily Narrative Eyes

that like as any scriptural or spiritual doctrine or philosophical belief would at some point of had to have been that what I’ve imposed on it and what but also feels to be true is that it’s an ongoing revelation. More oh that’s got. to go now that’s got to be let go of, but it’s not and that is the whilst it is unpleasant. It was kind of was necessary and truthful. It’s not like I’ve banged my hand and I got a bruise.

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Its More Like Something In Me Needed

to be realized right well. I certainly experienced that at the beginning of this year exactly those thoughts like this is not this I can’t go through this again and anything in my life that might lead me to go through this again. I’ve got a lot okay thanks for watching this podcast and going all the way to the end of it was usually kind of to kick the bell. When I believe they’re there and they’re subscribing so that we can infiltrate your serenity and peace of mind with Jangling bells and buzzers.

Summary

I’ve been thinking about how to write about this thing that I’m about to tell you what right after the show finished the last days of August I kind of had a bit of a breakdown . I was diagnosed with something called adjustment disorder which I wish had a more exciting sounding name back you’re gonna go oh you don’t want it sounds like that’s very very serious it’s called adjustments a minor yeah, how do we solve it well.& I feel very lucky that I got to experience depression as a visitor as opposed to a resident, What did he do to you.&NK] was I couldn’t stop crying. I was coming on to the edge of a cliff and I had to do everything.& Now I developed Panic I started getting panic attacks.& Another word for is another term is situational depression which basically means. Unlike people who have you know clinical chronic chronic depression when you change your circumstances it goes away so thank God.& Unlike people with you know chronic depression…. Click here to read more and watch the full video